After half a year, it was confused, unconsciously, I started to make a programmer. Not happy, there is no sadness, my heart is very calm, very numb. Take a programmer, there is three: interest, the salary that has been derived, is forced to help. Which one I belong? I am not very clear, perhaps all aspects.
Tired, it is really tired. Now I have no gods, there is no strength, but I still have to sit before sitting in the computer, keeping the code and documentation. After all, I have been used to it. A pair of eyes, I can't stand in front of the display one day, my brain is just tired, and I don't know where the instruction is coming, the finger is reflected in the keyboard. The keyboard is tapped.
When I was almost ended at the last semester, I decided to learn something, so I started to contact the computer.
To graduate, I found that I have to be a programmer, so I started learning Coding.
I have been very fast in half a year, I feel that I live now, the fastest half year. This half a year is very slow. Slow, really slow, I don't have any time, I am eager to go home like this, eager to eat my mother's meal, eager to kill chess together with Dad, although I am losing me.
This half a year is also my most harvest for half a year. It makes me know how the road should go. I have not felt this so much, although there are still many times to be wasted at the disc, chat. It is very fulfilling this half year. I feel a lot of things, whether it is technology or skills with people. I also know very well, what should be done, what is nothing should be.
This half a year is still a half year of my belief. I still think I am an extraordinary person. I will definitely achieve great achievements. I feel that I am not very stupid. After a hard work, I will exceed others. The time is still not mature now, I have learned far enough, I have to do a hard work to work hard. Genius is not diligent, diligent is not necessarily a genius. Life is sometimes not a good thing around a circle, as long as walking, you will definitely leave a footprint.
There is also a regret that I haven't found my girlfriend yet. This period of time has been very depressed, it may be because of this reason. I don't want to find it, but I really know the girl's phenomenon. Shanghai girls have a lot of good, but I don't know halfway. And these girls around me are too beautiful, so I will not have half an idea. Over time, this issue is increasingly exposed. I also feel that I am looking for a girlfriend, helping me and promotes the chat and the Internet can't match, chatting and Internet access can only make me more empty. However, this kind of thing is anxious, and I also adhere to my principles, Ning lack. So, I only have a woman who is busy in the sea.
The sun sunset once again reflected my face, and then reflected my uneasy heart, all everything was changing, I also also. I am more and more awake, I know myself, getting more and more know how to go in the future. But sometimes you can't control yourself. I don't know if my parents are in my hometown? I haven't been with them for several days. When I was in school, I didn't get rid of my parents, and my parents said that they were only as a lunar. But now, I hope that I can talk to my parents every day. There are many things in my heart can't tell others. I will feel very pleasant to the parents. The parents are always in the past, and I am more embarrassed. I have been working hard for a lifetime. Now I am working hard to report them.
