The noisy and bustling of this city makes her feel dizzy. Although with sunglasses, it is very poisonous in the skin from the skin. Looking at the passersby around you, in the mind, there is a look at his look, from a long time. In the phone, he said that he did not change, but he was more handsome. At this point, she believes that he is very handsome, so cute, let her feel ...
From childhood and she is in a school, a grade. At that time, he was excellent in teaching. It is a good student in the minds of the teacher. She always feels soone to sit in the corner, she has learned to study hard for him, but the gap is still so big, let her heart gray. So, when the summer night of high school graduated, he heard that he said that she had always liked her. I can't think of the mood at the time of the year, I only remember the night of the sky, he told her how to make a variety of tactics in order to be alone and her, and she told him that they often look in the classroom. His front of him ... So two of them understand that they are not in the case, she always feels very dreams, the romance is not true enough, when she will think of the first kiss in that night, very sweet.
I thought that she felt my heart again again. Later, he went to another distant city that he had been as a dream, but she left a private university in her hometown. They communicate with each other's life and thoughts, just rarely talk about the future. Gradually, there are fewer and fewer letters, and each holiday reunies will reunit the time and space after a short warming of two people's feelings. Later, break up, it seems to have become the theme between them, and finally, she was exhausted, and she chose to give up. At that time, there was still one year from graduation.
They have never contacted it. From the common friends, he knew that he left in the city after graduation, made a high-grade white-collar worker who ended the day, also intermittently known that his development is very good, becoming the first to buy in classmates. The person in the commercial housing, but it is always a person. She didn't believe it, because when he said last time, he said that he chose another girl. She once suffered from this, hated, so she married people soon, she married an ordinary but very love. Her man. However, she has never forgotten him, I don't know if it is a coincidence or a psychological effect, she always feels that her husband will grow some like him. Even when I do love, I will often imagine him, which makes her easy to satisfy. Finally, one day, in a heavy rain at night, a person came out from the mobile phone from the mobile phone from her mobile phone.
"I am snow, didn't bother you? Just want to ask you how much?"
"Is you ?! :) I am reading, don't bother, I really didn't expect it to be you."
Looking at ":)" on the screen, she seems to have seen his brilliant smile. In this way, they resumed contact, but he never took the initiative to send it, because he said that she was mistaken by her husband, which made her feel touched, in fact, they just say some greetings or some respective life, work. Only once, she couldn't help but ask him:
"Why do you make a breakup in the beginning, really because of falling in love with others?"
After waiting for a long time, he replied.
"It was because there was no confidence, and now you have been confident. You are married :) The past makes it over, don't always think."
She looked repeatedly, realizing this meaning, she was insomnia that night ... In the next few days, she always dreamed of him, and the original look, a very bright smile, very clear dream, let her be reluctant to wake up. Finally, one day, she actually had the opportunity to go to his city, only to stay a night, she decided to tell him about this message before she left. Soon, he said he would pick her in a short message. On the road, she constantly imagined the scene when meeting, said the first sentence and what he present, and even thought about what happened between them? This makes her feel a burst of fluster. I thought about the night before, she looked at her body in the bathroom, despite the marriage for three years, but because there is no child, it is so young and energetic. I took out the makeup mirror, and she did not have the exhaustion, a touch of makeup, a mature, a woman who thought of the rurality, and could not help but smile.
"Hey, you are still so beautiful", I heard the familiar voice came from behind, and suddenly she pulled her back from memories. Turning, he didn't know when he had already standing his own body, a smile of a smile, a light casual dress, a short hair playing 赭厘, or the same style as the year, just mature The face shows the traces of the years. She smells the flavor of the fragrance that is scattered, and a little bitter taste, it feels like the breath of the sea, making people feel fresh in this hot air, very useful. I have forgotten the words that I have thought about countless times in a time, I really damn! Why is it still like this?
"Let's go, there is some traffic jam on the road, let you wait anxious? Heaven is still so hot."
"It doesn't matter", the voice is not falling, he has naturally taken the luggage in her hand walks through a white Honda in the street. It turned out that he was driving, it is no wonder that you have not noticed.
"your car?"
"Well, just bought two days ago, you are very fortunate, is the first girl sitting on it." He came back and a smile, he still laughed so much. Looking at him, I opened the front door for myself, she thought about it.
The car is filled with the new car and his perfume. He introduced the city from time to time. In this city, she used to see him once in the university, although they were very happy, but they were very happy. At that time she went back soon, they broke up. This city has changed a lot in a few years, and their relationship has also changed very much. In this way, her mind is constantly thinking, his introduction has almost all hear. She looked at his focus on his face and suddenly said, "You are thin." He stunned, didn't look at her, just looked at it from the glasses, smiled and said, "Work hard, people are more handsome!".
I don't know how long, the car entered his resident community, stopped in the underground car, they directly entered the elevator, his house was 28 floors, the highest layer. He said that I like the feeling of small mountains, I like it's very far away.
The house is very large, the structure of the three rooms, the decoration is very simple. He took her with her, she always listened to his voice quietly. I saw that he was a person living, there was only one pillow in the big bed, there is no woman in the washroom.
"You take a break, drink some drinks, bath water is already burned, you will take a shower, cool! I will give you a meal."
Yes, he has been a good job. I remember that when I graduated from high school, my classmates were dinner by him by him. At that time, I had a female classmate who said that I can marry him is really happiness! When they were in love, he always said to give her a lifetime, and she once touched. Looking at him, she started to prepare for cooking, her nose suddenly had a feeling of acid, so he hurriedly entered the bathroom. When she washed from the bathroom, he has begun to hold the dishes.
"Is it going so soon?"
"Not me fast, is your time to wash, haven't take a shower for a long time? Hehe"
Oh, it is no wonder that I feel that time has a long time, I don't know why, I am afraid that I am afraid to come out. I wiped my hair in the mirror, I still remember that he washed his hair before, he was the only man who gave her head, although he was stupid, but she felt was really happy!
The dishes are very light, three dishes and one soup have a fruit plate, as well as ice-made red wine, Chinese and Western binding. The color is very good, let her have a feeling of eating light, but I can't bear to destroy this beautiful "landscape". He gave her to the wine, add vegetables, and introduced how to drink the ice red wine, this dish, the dish nourn ...
"You really enjoy life!"
"Oh, actually because you are coming, otherwise, alone is cheap and save."
He is really a person!
This time is very long. They began to talk about the past friends, classmates, began to talk about their lives, better and better, just two people deliberately avoiding things between two people. Gradually, when a bottle of red wine was drunk, the sky was already dark, he opened the light, the light was very soft, shrouded the whole room, she felt that his eyes began to become hot, his face also began to heat, so I started to cover my cheeks with my hands, she thought she was now very blurred.
"Is it eaten?"
"Ok"
"Come! I take you to see the night scene of this city"
Follow him to the balcony, at this time, there is an initial in the beginning, which is easy to identify whether the gathering of the light is bustling.
"There is no stars in the night of this city, you just be a gods, below is a star!" His humorous words can always make her very happy. Today is a big sunny day, and there is no wind in the daytime. There is only a touch of breeze on the high-rise at night, but this feels good, the breeze rises the slightly hot cheek, through her hair, she can be righteous Smell the taste of shampoo. That is his shampoo. When he was high school, he used this brand of shampoo, so she always believed that he was a man who was old. Suddenly he realized that it was very silent, she felt her own heartbeat, very strong. Turning the head, although the night is very deep, she knows that he is watching himself! With him very persistent, hot eyes, she felt that her consciousness disappeared ... she felt that his taste and low breath were getting closer and closer, his own double lips were kissed, as if she returned to themselves In the dream, they have never been separated. In the beautiful night they eat dinner together in their warm small house, then watch the stars, don't know what is tired, gentle, crazy in the nights that are fired. , Make your awareness of your consciousness again and again.
When her conscious recovery, I feel that I have lying on the bed, he hits her body from behind. She opened her eyes, the table on the opposite wall showed that it was already in the morning. She is unclear, I have been a dream or reality, just feel that he kisses and makes the way, and uses a condom. And they used to just kiss. Considering for a long time, she asked: "Have you had other women?"
"Of course, how come a person?" He replied with a lazy voice in her ear.
"Do you love me?"
He didn't answer quickly, and the time of silence appeared long ...
"Have loved……"
"Why are you and me ...?"
"I thought you came this time, it's also to make up for my harm to you. You can be a dream, a beautiful dream! You are always awake. This is a game, I I thought you know the rules of this game. "
"you've changed"
"It's normal, people will change, this is not bad."
"Then did you have not loved others?"
"Of course, but what I love doesn't love me, I love me, I don't love, maybe my favorite is my own. Anyway, you are still young, you don't have your girls to marry."
......
"Okay, go to bed early, I will go to work tomorrow. Do you want me to send you tomorrow?"
"No, I will walk myself."
"Well, that's good, I will not wake you up tomorrow morning."
She felt that she had to have tears, and the person around him still didn't dare to take the initiative? Suddenly she realized that she was the same as the woman who had a woman with a woman with a fish, it was a passer by him, and he was the heroine in his so-called game. This is a game, starting from her to the day of the city. In this game, she lost because she had an attachment, because she didn't want to end at this end, because she didn't know the rules of the game, because she didn't think about this will be a game, a game He is very good at game. He has already passed his fine snoring. She heard her cry ...
Sitting on the train at home, watching this city is getting farther and farther, she remembers his words "You can be a dream, a very beautiful dream!". Open the handbag, I want to send him a message to tell him, but I saw a diamond ring inside. When she was married, her husband bought her, although the diamond is small, the little can use a magnifying glass to see clearly, However, it also spent nearly half a year of salary. She remembered that warmth, she was arranged in a small family, remembered that honesty, ordinary husband, who was in front of her.
I once again looked at the number and gently chose to delete it. Then carefully wingers in the hands, in the sun, the small diamond is folded out of the colorful light, let her feel dizzy, she told myself, dream, after all, I want to wake up!
Another ending
"There is no stars in the night of this city, you just be a gods, below is a star!" His humorous words can always make her very happy. Today is a big sunny day, and there is no wind in the daytime. There is only a touch of breeze on the high-rise at night, but this feels good, the breeze rises the slightly hot cheek, through her hair, she can be righteous Smell the taste of shampoo. That is his shampoo. When he was high school, he used this brand of shampoo, so she always believed that he was a man who was old. Suddenly he realized that it was very silent, she felt her own heartbeat, very strong. Turning the head, although the night is very deep, she knows that he is watching himself! With him very persistent, hot eyes, she felt that her consciousness disappeared ... she felt that his taste and low breath were getting closer and closer, his own double lips were kissed, as if she returned to themselves In the dream, they have never been separated. In the beautiful night, they eat dinner together in their own warm little family, then watch the stars, doing love in the night of the lights, make their own Consciousness is lost. It seems that all preparations come today!
She is holding, her skillful, her mature skin, in front of him, so beautiful in such nights.
There is no sound, everything is night, the night is able to swallow everything, three years and deep accumulation, actually gray smoke in a moment.
"love you"! He grabbed her hand as he grabbed her hand, such as the child.
There are too many time, he doesn't feel this, he does not deny that he has other women, but at this moment he feels yourself like a child.
"Do you know? I never forgive you! Silence is her crying voice.
"I know"
She knew that he was sincere, just as the first day, he said, did not listen, but she believed that it is true.
She also knows that he is true this night, because this is love, it is a cut and solid love, she doesn't like his calming, how much makes her feel his uncertain. To be honest, this is the end of her expectation. She has a "possession" to "possess", she wants his whispering and true sound, she wants him to remember that she is him, it is him, just This night, it's too late, this is his fault, it is him, she wants him to feel!
This night, she won, this is a bet that she has been going down, she wants him to love her, really cut, she wants him to swear to other women, she wants him to use such shampoo, her If he is always a short hair, she is embakened, she knows that her requirement is very unknown, but he promised, she doesn't want him to agree, but she remembers his opinion when he promised He promised her tight hug, she knew.
She is sitting in the train. This is her idea. She saw him four years ago, she still have to look at the train station four years ago, as I left.
Before the train, she hugged him tightly and went deep into the bone marrow.
He is in the window, "I am still coming" he asked.
She didn't speak.
The train opened, he is far away, still standing.
Tomorrow, he is his life, she is still her day, she thinks like this.
