At night, I just went out with my colleagues to eat a meal, drink some wine, come back, especially if I want to write something. The cold clothes festival has just passed, the weather is also very cold, it should be a South, but the weather is also very cold for a few days. A bleak's breath is filled throughout the air. On the road, there are many fire piles in the river embankment, which is all the fire paper of the ancestors in burning. This season's unique depression is easy to make people feel old, and I just like this. The person who always thinks of must be WL. This is already the habit after I came to Ankang. Then there is no exception start analysis why she thinks her. In fact, the results are the same: why I don't know. Although each two answers are all, I am always so tight. I often think that from the beginning of the girl, I am so beautiful for so many years, the girl I know is more beautiful than her, than her is more likely to be compliant, I like me about three or four. However, I will soon forget it, and I didn't even know that the other person likes me. From I know WL to now have a seven years and two months, from I like to like her, I may have six years and seven months, I have already remembered when I didn't forget her. During this period, many things have happened, and some may have people remember, but some have been died, and the past is like smoke. I am not a brave person when I am. When she graduated from Xi'an, I was particularly uncomfortable in my heart, and there was also a kind of idea that was angry. I haven't called her for a long time, although I have the phone number left by her in my hand, when I started couldn't miss my thoughts, the number familiar in my heart has changed. I think this is also an ending. Days have passed every day, I found that it is also a kind of happiness. In this world, no matter how happiness and pain is a person's feelings, you can't feel pain, you are happy. In this day, I started slowly forgetting. I think maybe I can touch her when I have been gathering in my class for ten years.
It is unfortunately that there is indeed a conflict in the world. More than a year, there is her audience. I always put it very flat, in fact, I can't calm down. Next, she came to Xi'an. Because some reasons have been seen a few faces. Near New Year, she was finished in Xi'an. So each go home for the New Year. The wave of this year ended with the New Year. She is the only person who called me when I arrived in the New Year. Most of my friends I know are like me, or I have a person who likes me and I like others. I like a sense of meaningful days. The New Year is the same, but I also like others to call me in the days of commemorating value, such as the New Year, such as my birthday, although I have never born, but I will remember and thank everyone who calls me when I am born. Now I am used to waiting for her to call me at the time of the New Year. I don't know if I have a certain year, this phone is not to play, I will be how disappointed, but at least now I still have the same thing. I didn't think she would call me again in the New Year. So when I heard her voice, my first reflection was awesome. I have been accustomed to her two months to call me a call. Then I know that she is falling in love, although I don't know what it is for or anyone who will give up. But I know that she is very unhappy now, so I am very happy to tease, saying that I can't say it in some next day, tease her happy. I am really happy, although this is very unethical, I am her friend in the name, I should be saddened with her. But I am really happy, I am thinking, maybe I am still a chance. After the year, I went to work in a new unit. I heard that I have a chance to go to Ankang, so I am busy with my friends, my friends, and the dead party and the thieves of the thieves. He went to convince the leader, and finally sent me to Ankang, and he went to Tongchuan. It seems that it is very right, at least the thief is no longer to spend a lot of time on the road in order to see his girlfriend. I had a very amazing feeling when Ankang saw her. Bao Ge also has this feeling. Baoge will ask me at 12 o'clock in the evening. I can't chase her, I said I provide a call to you. Then Bao Ge called her, I was fascinated by Bao Ge and she was entangled in the phone for a long time, and finally couldn't help but he hang the phone. Although I don't know what she means. I have always think so many years I have always only one thing of her understanding. Whether it is like something or hobbies, the girls don't have a difference, the girl I like is not her type, but why do I always can't let her in my heart? Seeing that she and other boy will be unhappy. When I am alone, I will think about her, I see a back with her like she, I can't help but hit her home, I am afraid. It has surpassed the feelings of general friends. I understand that she should not be my other half. But I don't understand why I am in my heart, she is full of her, and she has touched my heart. I control my own move, I don't want to be overtaken by the general friends to treat her. ............................ I have to pass alone for a year. I took a look at her. I saw the purpose of her life, I would have to go back. The opportunity to come later is rare. What will we often discuss with each other after giving marriage, I will not come to take it when she is married. Every time I said to her, she may think that I am talking about me, but I know that I am serious. Friday night, November 12, 2004 09:23:41
