After knowing the post 2004.0403
Some people have a bright, teenagers, from it, learn from the university, all the way to the smooth water. Such a life makes people go forward. Some people, the larger is late, thick and thin. The latter has worked hard by its own day, and the factors that the former needs are much more. Because such growth is required. The first is to enlighten the comprehension to get enlightenment, or after the conditions are afraid to send it. Second, there is a good living conditions at 0-5 years old. There are many children without this condition, and the long conference becomes inside, lonely, and inferiority. The third is that there is a good enlightenment education before the age of 10, so that there is a consciousness of learning and truly loves it. I think these three are missing. It seems that there is too little person who can accept, but I stick to it. Because the first one affects the IQ after an adult, the second decision has determined a person's emotional business, and the last one determines the self-control, will of the people, the fun and literacy. It is as he nature.
It seems that my opinion has become a decision or fatalism. Because these conditions are what we are unable to change. But my point of view is in line with Ma Zhe's "people who are society" ...
Tell me about my growth, because my explanation begins here.
My childhood is spent in a small citizen's social area, where there is a big two-story old building left when the Japanese army invaders. Most of the neighbors think about life is trivial. And the mother does not have the financial resources of Mengmu, and what she can do is telling me that I am different, I persist. However, my growth is impossible to get out of this environment. So, I like to use Yang Tree branches as a knife gun, and the bamboo basket is lifted in the street. There are many courages in childhood. At that time, we picked up the old grandfather's peach blossoms and grapes; stealing the radish dried on the wall, and there is a boom sprinkled outside, then don't use it. Opened; the street chased a hurt, and the wild cat of the eyes was smashed until the poor old Cat was miserable and dead. We cheered it to the garbage box ... this "happy" Today's children will feel very vulgar and cruel, never do it, and we have really don't have a little sinfulness, but I feel can't afford.
My family education and later school education eventually let me walk on the right path. Although parents have slightly sorry, they do do their best to get knowledge. When I remember the elementary school, I have participated in the foreign language classes, juvenile palace writing classes, and school extracurricular foreign language classes and other children who have never been involved. " However, I have no good study habits and love to learn before school, and I have never been aware of the ambition of the university, so my parents' hard-earned, I didn't truly cherish and utilize it. At that time, I learned very utilitarian, as long as the classmates in the house, I don't let the parents face. It is not a self-blame, I am talking about the above three, one person wants to fly freely in the hall of knowledge, it is necessary to fly to pay more hard than others, and the results will not let you Flying quickly.
It's probably a child, I have to do too little, and my way of studying is very rugged. In the exam, I have not got a notice of people, and I have never taken a picture today. In 1998, after I lost my doctor from the doctor, I didn't have a goal. At that time, he is already a lupistic child wearing glasses, introverted, and feels inferior, no less time to move, rush to kill. My 10 years of cold windows finally let the mother disappoint. And I, at that time, I still imagined myself. Now I want to come to myself, I can't selfish enough, my heart is low ...
Ma'am. Still let it dissipate between Haoyu, after all, the road is going forward, I have to travel.
In 2002, our university graduated. I got two certificates: an adult undergraduate diploma, a bachelor's degree certificate for adults. This can't be happy. However, this four years I have a major change in life. I started to know how to cherish the time, I started to accept failure, although it was still a sharp, but I also learned to feel the feelings of others, and I went to the meaning of ignition. The most important thing is that I finally learned to learn. Very sad? No, I will learn to learn if I have a life. I summed up two major elements of learning, that is, interest and attitude.
The sense of knowledge and the sense of crisis are two major powers that make themselves progress. This is an explanation of interest and attitude. I have learned too much in the past, just learn to take a notice. Therefore, the ear is always not right, and it is not enough to force enough. At the time, the method and downtime were only a representation. If there is no truly love, it can't find a way, there is no more powerful. Only when you really want to know it, you have started. Then just better acquire knowledge. When you start studying, the attitude is the key to deciding the success or failure. If you just want to know a noun rather than want to know it, its substance, its role, and knowledge related to it, then you will only know this noun. And if you think that ITE IT and Master IT, you have no chance to fail. That is to say do you want to know what: "know what", "know how", "know why" or "Care Why". So the method, force, will only think when you don't love it.
When I stay away from sodium magnesium aluminum silicon phosphorus, I stayed away from Newton's laws that I have learned a bad subject, my body and mind becomes easy. When I thought, I became active when I thought the programs. I started to learn for the exam, and I will learn what I really want. Everything becomes active, and I will never be lazy, I will not deal with it. Compared to those who come smoothly all the way, my comprehension still has a gap, but I found myself to enlighten it, I hope that I am a big man.
I decided to postgraduate in 2003. I said to myself, gambling for a year, value. In the end, I failed again. 23 points in mathematics, and other points are linear. This failure is my most calmly accepted once. I told myself that since I have lost, I have to win, and I have to lose it. My heart is far from my expectation. I believe that the heavens are rewarded, water to the stream. Since mathematics is so much, I don't learn it at all. I have already accepted this reality, because when I start, give people, now I can keep it, I will be more beyond one day. I am no longer climbing, no longer utilitarian. Only things that really get the situation can be achieved, you have to be in vain before they arrive. What is the so-called water? So, I have not lost, but I am aroused my fighting spirit, I don't believe in my life. Can someone else can achieve a high or grade for a year? Three years? I am actually a matter of stubborn, I have learned politics, and I know the true meaning of advancing with the times. I have to adhere to my pursuit. I really want to have a notice for my heartbeat. This is not utilitarian, but surpass yourself.
In 2004, I returned to the programmed world. I am pleased to see my thoughts have begun to mature, thinking about the problem of this field is no longer a shallow level. But I also discovered that my development experience is too small, and many things stay in theory, or because of insufficient experience. I am determined to study and make the program to the end. At the same time, my dreams are still.
