Night is very cold, wind rolls deciduous. Bicycle stopped on the lack, looked up at the building opposite the road, a twenty floor office building, many windows lit light. The floor looks very thin and narrow. I used to chat with people, and I smiled and said that as long as a big wind can blow it down. This building is already very high in the small town. At least two years ago. When two years ago, I often stand behind the 12th floor of the building, overlooking the northern, and the blue sky, everything is unlikely.
Now, in front of me, the car came to the car. Street lamp orange yellow.
Take a mobile phone, turn it back to a name, and dialed it. Waiting for a long time, no one negoties until the phone is broken. Dial the past and quickly answer each other. The background sound is noisy, the other party seems to be on the dining. Tell him who I am. He asked me, okay, I said it is okay. I asked him how, he said that it is very busy now, just come back from the outside county, this month has not restored a few days. He asked me where I am now? I said that I was in high opening area. He said it is good. He said that a certain is getting married, No. 16, 7, in Langfang. I said yes, I didn't hear it. I started BS my classmate in my heart, I just went back to school to see him on Friday. Then say it, I know. He said that Lu Gao asked you. I said, huh, is it, ask me to ask me. I heard him in the phone smiles and turned to my words. He said that he is busy this time, I haven't come to see me for a long time, I said it is you busy, huh, huh. He asked the mother, I said it is okay, there is time to play. He smiled and promised, must. He asked me that this is my mobile phone number, I said yes, he said that I saved the number. I said it.
The phone is broken. Looking at the opposite floor, thinking about things two years ago. These people two years ago, the minds have been modeled in their minds.
I found that I have smashed the scars of the old days, I found that I can recall calmly and easily face the past. No idio, no hateless. Not just because of time. To a large extent, because someone brought me brave and confidence, I dare to face everything, brave forward. I really want to work hard to return, happiness, and happiness. And I found that I used the kindness of others, with my own selfishness, causing deep harm, and finally evolved into pain and self-blame, so that others were suffering from myself. Pain.
I can't help but cut my shameless and despicable.
Maybe, everything will be in the past, everything in the past will blur, everything in front will be beautiful.
Put the car and open the cold wind.
I am back.
Deep autumn in 2004.
