When working is a burden
Recently I read an article - "Target Management, from Who Targeting? (Harvard Business Comments 2004, Issue 10), one of them, "The company has the company's consideration, and the company believes that employees must have interested in completing the company's things. In fact, this is impossible. Everyone's work goals always meet their own psychological needs. If someone doesn't think so, think that this strong power can be completely not paying attention or can be played for a long time, he is in self-deception. "(P132 -133)
I don't know which day, I feel tired of work. In fact, I don't want to work, I want to be a day to stay at home, but I am tired of working for debugging information. Several colleagues who did debug information together were left because of various reasons, leaving me one by one. When I started, I was very passionate, I feel compiled, and debugging is very magical. One and a half years have passed, I know, I don't know, I can't know, from the abstract point of view, there is no mysterious touch to debugging. The rest is the implementation problem. The original framework is not good, not abstract, just other people are gone, just, I have said, so I will push down the original frame, and take my own design capabilities, see my own design What exact pattern is understood, can it be useful to use it. Busy and busy two months, the frame of man designed and achieved is fresh, but I am tired of being excited. People who eat meat are finally can't stand the day. I also want to change something to do.
This is also where I am distressed. When I made some grades in this field, I can't jump out of the original selection of springboard, this kind of work is completely long. There is bug to go to FIX, there is feature to go to realize, do not do the second person at all. In fact, it is not possible to say that there is nothing to do this, at least, there are still many potential to dig in the framework, I don't want to do this again in this regard. But I really want to do something else in two months, and there is already a specific idea. However, there is a pressure in the invisible, can't make people want, as if I don't want to debug information, it is undressed, although no one truly exported. The customer needs to meet, and BUG is waiting for the FIX, the task list is long, and which one can't wait, it is very anxious!
Two days ago and the boss talked about my feelings and ideas, the boss expressed her understanding, but I also hope that I can first take the project urgently needed, let the work on the hand tell a paragraph, and then I don't want to others. From the perspective of dedication, the boss said that it is not too much, even if the boss does not say, I am also intended to be, after all, take people 's money to disaster. But from the perspective of emotion, I am really enough. Now I am in Cao Yingxin in Han, calm down to do my hand, always think about another thing. I believe that if I let me go to do something else, I will go back and then do debug information, I will have passion like the original.
Of course, complaint is useless, on the one hand, do things on the one hand, on the other hand, I have to actively fight for what I want to do. I can't do it for a while, I can use this time again think about it, prepare A more sufficient, if it is possible to complete it in the future, it is also possible to obtain a ratified weight for the next proposal.
Finally, I will quote the most touched me in this article, depressed. "And these young people are concerned about: What should I do with my own needs? Who will listen? How much help will help me, let me meet my personal needs while achieving management goals?" P134) Related Articles: Programmer, is your road? (4) Programmer, is your road? (six)