i will not believe if u told me that i would watch other two writting programes while i myself only psing some pix before, but it's true in the past few days. i have not taken any parts in 51pc's programing till last night. cxh have said that im a crazy programe writer (i still dont have the qualification to call myself the programer). once i believed so too. but now i doubt about it, i doubt that if my ideation of visualize is stronger than my ideation of logic, i doubt if my poor mathematic grade will embarrass my way to be a programer, i doubt if im a exactly fool since she could never accept me ... i even doubt if i always doubt so much will really kill my dream, my dream to Be a Program, Dream to Be with Her for Ever.i Know I Should Doubt No More, i Should Take Some Garfield's Cattitude - The Attitude of Dissimulation, To Life, To The People Around US. I Will Try, As I Wrote in MY MSN Messenger, A Brand New Life, I Will Doubt No Longer.
