October 31

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Today is the end of the month, it is a decadent October, and it is basically nothing to do in the whole month. Think about it, this is at least 3 years, starting from 2001, almost a year, I don't know if it is the so-called false sequelae. However, in October this year, it seems to be destined to be destined to be in previous years.

SQ, classmates in the factory, friends, lost contact for 3 years. Yesterday I contacted it today. See you again, everyone is more about talking about the past, talking about classmates in the factory, and the recent situation. On noon, when you eat, you will talk about each other, and he is selling a car now, it is said to be not bad. He is still the same as in the past, there is not much change, at least from the conversation, he is still so enthusiastic, so on the future, hope and self-confidence, but also back to Shanghai, return to his hometown, forever Leave, not boarding in a relatives and friends. Sometimes I will feel that he is too ideal, but, I, I am not like this.

DJ, the colleague in the previous row, is also a friend I have resigned and the only friend who keeps close contact in the line. In the afternoon, Sun Qing took less than half an hour, he also came over. He was borrowed to work here, sometimes very depressed, I really want to go back, but I also afraid that I have not been processed by the schedule, I will continue to stay in this city. Come, as usual, kick a few soccer, on the PC, 7 o'clock, eat. It is also talking to each other on the dinner table. He is still an oldest. It has been worn away from the work, working for 5 years, now I am used to the mediocrity, go to get off work, get off work, one person is bored before get off work every day. Internet, although I know boring, but I have been unable to change, or I have not changed the passion of current life. Contrast SQ, he is too realistic, and there is no ideal fee for reality. If I didn't take it to my ideal, I didn't have a fantasy. I still have some unsatisfactory wish to let me have the power of leaving, maybe I am the same now.

It is the end of the month, and this is also checked in the next month, the paper, the project, his own research ... I, a person who is self-sufficiently realistic, life is still going.

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