Ai Xin:
I am a poor boys, I don't have love, so I cried when I saw this real post in the forum. I feel sad for the love of poor boys and is frustrated for the reality of life. I transfer this story to you, I hope you can answer me, the poor boys should there be a love?
Like a lot of ordinary stories, I am a special hardship. It is the only college student in the village. The school is actually very general, but it is undergraduate, and my college entrance examination results are the first county. Grandpa said that this is the champion. He insisted on having a banquet. We must ask the guest, our poor home, finally see hope, finally someone wants to go to Beijing. They don't know how inferred in front of my classmates in the city, I don't know how I feaves my heart to the school call, practice English, they don't even know how to pay for the tuition. Once I accidentally said that my month can earn 500 yuan, my father has sent me a temper. He felt that I made so much money, I didn't know the filial piety, I don't know if I gave money. The younger brother pays tuition fees, so I don't know what it is. My life can be said to be very dark, always read, class, exam, make money. The classmate said that I was holding a sailor. As long as there is a part-time opportunity to come over to find me, say halfway, say: Hey, I heard that you can make money. I only have a decision: Ye, I will be willing. This is desperately profitable, half give yourself a tuition fee, half gave a home, give a brother sister.
My hometown is coming to me, I am very deactivated: how much, not only can I can give younger brother sister. The younger brother sister wrote to me, always say: Brother, I have to go to Beijing to think university! They don't know my bitter, I don't want anyone to see my bitter, except for her.
She is my next school girl. When I welcome it, she picks up, helping to take baggage and find the bed. She must ask me to eat, I will eat, I pay my account after I finished eating, and I took her a circle in the school and helped her to recognize. Later, she said, at that time, she began to like me. It is very thin, especially silence, there are a lot of people, others say she is a little girl, but I didn't even look at her. Yes, when I was thinking, what should I do if my food fees are my food fees after paying? I didn't think about looking for a girlfriend, let alone like she is such a hipster city girl. As a result, she often looking for me, I am listening to our class, to listen to my things to others. I am particularly touched. I bought a cake in my birthday. I waited for me at the school gate. I was going to do my family. She was coming back at 10 o'clock. She waited for 6 hours, in the cold wind in winter. From small to big, no one is so good to me, I took over her hand, holding her hand in my hand, giving her warm. She said that I know that you have a big pressure, don't be afraid, do we have to share it together? She is really innocent, I am really innocent. People who are fascinated by love, what can be made, what can be said.
We found a small house near the school and live together. I have already determined that I bought it, I bought a lot of books and let her postgraduate. Go together class together, listen to the lecture, go to the canteen to eat, I went out at night, she was waiting for me at home. She buys a price-reduced fruit, one by one, cut into a piece of block to eat, she also learned to cook with honeycomb coal stoves ... I know that she is so love me, I am also wholeheartedly. All said that love is the most money, but I don't spend more money, I also sent 300 pieces to my family. She said that I bought a new dress for my sister. We can eat the cheapest vegetables for this month. She said with my home, my parents have asked to see it. I made a full psychological preparation, or I was shocked by their family. She lives is the special high-end duplex house, which is very luxurious. Her mother said that because she is a single woman, I hope to live together after marriage. Her father has been frowned, looking at my shabby jeans and old shirt. I think this rich and poor contrast is too much like movie or novels. It is really unacceptable. I can't forget that her father told me: My family nan Nan did not have a bitterness since childhood, and he did not have been wronged. This is our parent. Young man, can you do it? I didn't answer, I know that I can't do it. At the same time, I also know how much she sacrificed in order to be with me. I can't live in the house, I can't live in the dormitory, follow I squeeze small rooms, good clothes don't wear, wear sports clothes for a long time. In the past, there were new restaurants, her father must drive the whole family to eat, now she follows me to eat the cabbage. She saved the living expense and helped me pay tuition. All this is what I can give her, a poor lover can give her, so many, but ask her to pay endlessly, from time to material. She said: I don't feel bitter. But my heartache is really heartache, it seems that the whole person has to be tear. I can't choose from my origin, but why she wants me to choose such a heavy burden.
Sure enough, she did not agree with her home. Her mother also asked her that her cohabitation was what I made me. I can't say, her parents are really painful, do not dismantle us on the surface, but actually encourage her to study abroad. She is also pleased to tell me: Let's apply together, let's go abroad. I laughed, said it. I didn't tell her, my brother has lost the college entrance examination. I have to recover for a year, my sister is high. I found more work and persuaded her to move back to the dormitory, deliberately alienating her every day, and I don't let her feel. Because her personality is so lively, it is a bit careless, I don't know if I have already broken up.
I have forced her back words, we are in learning English together, she said that I think you seem to be so good to me, I said no, let you learn, you are good, you don't want to go out to study abroad. ? I have been waiting until she finished GRE, I helped her resume, send information, write an application, and I am busy with her own. She began to hesitate to ask you? What do you do, I said that I am easy, I have taken a lot of gunners, you are afraid of what. When I say these words, I don't look at her, because my eyes will disclose the truth.
I finally waited until Offer, I finally got a breath, I called her mother: Auntie, Nan Nan can stay, you can rest assured. Her mother he hesitially asked you if you didn't follow it? I said that I won't go, I have a family need to take care, I sincerely hope that Nan Nan is happy, but unfortunately I can't do it, so I will never take care of her. Her mother cried on the phone, saying that you are a good child, you canify your parents' hearts. I said I understand, I don't blame you, really. The poor boys should not have love, I will break up with her, I can't help you, I don't have good enough, I can't bear to make you feel bitter with me. I have my parents grandparents. I have a brother's sister and wait for the book. I at least 10 years. I can let the whole family live a good day. I love you, so I shouldn't be with you, we will start with you. Wrong, sorry, I hope you can forget me.
She cried into tears, hit me, bite me, kick me, I don't pay back, but I don't advise her. Long pain is worse than short pain, go abroad, I love the girl, there will be better people to give you compensation, I don't want you to enjoy life in the best year, but because I The reason is. I am a poor, giving you something, and you should get it, it's too far away. I don't want us to become a family like my doctoral brother, two couples biting the teeth, the other people, the contradictions are constantly, noisy. Just end, I believe I have more pain than you, because I have to hurt you, I have to leave you, my favorite person.
Shanxi University Xiaozhao
